A music video for P Suade’s newest track:  “Reborn”

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Lyrics:

-Verse 1-
Hold up- let me take a second To reckon the message
Tell you all about the cause instead of the method
So many nights I would wonder about the intervention
And ponder thoughts of suicide I finally learned my lesson
Never thought id be the one to count my blessings
Still have days when I’m blind to taking others suggestions
Pinnacle point of my life surrounded by this depression
Fail to realize that sitting on my ass is regression
And I have got a gift that I’ve fucking been blessed with
If I’m too scared to pursuit it what a wasted investment
No time to think of failures in life that I’ve messed with
It’s time I realize the path in this life that I’m destined

-Chorus-
I have known, that I can see this in another light
I’m here to roam, man I swear that I have been reborn
Another one, had told a story of the path in which I still explore
Man I swear that I have been reborn

-Verse 2-
As I sit on these words and contemplate em
I try to figure how the fuck I became so damn jaded
Haven’t even made it
Start to forget the meaning of faded
While I romanticize, picture about the beast that I’ve hated
I feel ive waited, shit, how many fucking years to this dated?
To have a chance for this, golden opportunity bated
I step up to the stage, Snatch the fucking mic and then pray that
I give my all to this, never see the need to delay it
I fucking frayed it, let me take it back to the days
When I lived in a haze
Nothing in my life could bring praise
To the ones that got me to the point of rheumatic
Nothing but a hopeless drug addict
Talking about a life of “contradict”
Lifeless to the point of fanatic
Stuck with this….life that I could’ve changed years ago
But my fears would go–is this feasible?
Screaming in my mother’s face, look how these tears’ll flow
Wait here’s a goal, step up to the plate even when your ears are cold
I’m not here to fold, giving it all I got until my years of old

-Chorus-
I have known, that I can see this in another light
I’m here to roam, man I swear that I have been reborn
Another one, had told a story of the path in which I still explore
Man I swear that I have been reborn

-Verse 3-
Let me just take a moment
to own the fact that I blow
This shit way out my proportion
of taking life by abortion
Experience the contortion
Upon my life so distorted
I say this like I’m afforded
I’m only taking one breath with this–
Imma mess with this
Overly fucking stressed with this
Thinking about the next in this craft
I’m talking wrecked with this
Plagued with all these series of routes
I never thought I could be so strong in the midst of this doubt

Chorus
I have known, that I can see this in another light
I’m here to roam, man I swear that I have been reborn
Another one, had told a story of the path in which I still explore
Man I swear that I have been reborn