“Shot to myself and then I bleed out. Need out. Looking for a needle and I fiend out. Lead out. Limping in a living memory a pain to be a part of me i never see but then i be out.” Continue reading Lets talk about how Angsty we can be
My aim is to be helpful to myself
Not the “me” part of myself, but the “we” part
The part of me that’s in all of us… Continue reading Chief Aim
Our show is a month away.
Last night, we started practicing: Continue reading Practice Set w/ P Suade “Young Sinatra III”
Man, this one felt good to write: Continue reading Fif’ Dimension (Remix of Logic’s “Till the End”)
A music video for P Suade’s newest track: “Reborn” Continue reading P Suade- “Reborn”
The newest music video from the basement at U. I. Minds Eye: Continue reading *Music Video* P Suade -“Invincible”
Cool Hand Hayes (Hayes Johnson) spits consciousness to the flow of rhythm and poetry: Continue reading -The Captains Call to Action-
He was her unicorn,
a beautiful creature that remained
so perfectly unattained.
She thrives on chasing unicorns,
confuses pleasure with pain… Continue reading Unicorn
In his eyes, you discover past, present, and future hold no meaning.
The only thing that matters is the metaphysical handshake Stefan endows upon your flesh; gripping, grasping…churning your once proud hand into a semblance of puddy.
And from this puddy, you emerge… Continue reading Stefan Glamp: Miracle Gaze
If I believe I can do something and I’m stoic about achieving; I can attain. Removing drugs and alcohol from my life was a goal only I could reach. Each day, I had to center my thoughts on the singular purpose of not using. I developed a mentality of honesty and realized that when I shared my desire to be sober around others, it gave my past experiences value. Expressing my transparent thoughts and emotions created a daily drive towards success.
I found the same mentality has applied to what I want out of life. There are times when I can doubt myself, times when I can think that what I want is not possible; unreachable. Times when I doubt the integrity of those around me. Nobody sees the future like I do. Nobody feels the intense craving of success quite like I do.
Outside of 12-Step meetings, I found a new purpose. A new reason to wake up every morning. An opportunity to create the music I would like to hear. The people who had manifested themselves around me locked in to my ambition and we found ourselves a taste of success… Continue reading “A Glance Inside the Minds Eye” Part 2: The Disintegration of a Dream