A music video for P Suade’s newest track: “Reborn” Continue reading P Suade- “Reborn”
The newest music video from the basement at U. I. Minds Eye: Continue reading *Music Video* P Suade -“Invincible”
Cool Hand Hayes (Hayes Johnson) spits consciousness to the flow of rhythm and poetry: Continue reading -The Captains Call to Action-
He was her unicorn,
a beautiful creature that remained
so perfectly unattained.
She thrives on chasing unicorns,
confuses pleasure with pain… Continue reading Unicorn
In his eyes, you discover past, present, and future hold no meaning.
The only thing that matters is the metaphysical handshake Stefan endows upon your flesh; gripping, grasping…churning your once proud hand into a semblance of puddy.
And from this puddy, you emerge… Continue reading Stefan Glamp: Miracle Gaze
If I believe I can do something and I’m stoic about achieving; I can attain. Removing drugs and alcohol from my life was a goal only I could reach. Each day, I had to center my thoughts on the singular purpose of not using. I developed a mentality of honesty and realized that when I shared my desire to be sober around others, it gave my past experiences value. Expressing my transparent thoughts and emotions created a daily drive towards success.
I found the same mentality has applied to what I want out of life. There are times when I can doubt myself, times when I can think that what I want is not possible; unreachable. Times when I doubt the integrity of those around me. Nobody sees the future like I do. Nobody feels the intense craving of success quite like I do.
Outside of 12-Step meetings, I found a new purpose. A new reason to wake up every morning. An opportunity to create the music I would like to hear. The people who had manifested themselves around me locked in to my ambition and we found ourselves a taste of success… Continue reading “A Glance Inside the Minds Eye” Part 2: The Disintegration of a Dream
I’ve awoken to find myself in hell. A singular thought, an obsessive craving, scratching and tearing at my mind.
I’ve held on to hope long enough to remain drug free for a minute, an hour, a day. I learned from others experiences living in a world where manufactured escape is not an option.
I found my gut, my conscience, fully intact. I started to look at the world with child-like wonder. I let my own passion drive me forward. I no longer had to hide from the experiences of my past. In recovery, I found honesty. Embarked on a journey of self-discovery that began as quickly as I decided to be honest with who I am and what I want out of life… Continue reading “A Glance Inside the Minds Eye” Part 1: Recovery
The thing about P Suade is his story; his past. The rap he creates bleeds introspection and frustration in response to the life he’s lived.
His first mixtape, “Relapse Prevention”, was an exercise in therapeutic self-expression. Attacking himself on record with an acceptance of where he’s been, and where he wants to go.
Acknowledging his past experiences; his life as a suburban white kid with a habit for drugs. Addressing his own ambivalence towards the world; searching for meaning in the madness of addiction. Continue reading “Next Up” -P Suade-
Jennifer Ann Butler recites her spoke-word poem “Somewhere in between Dawn & Dusk”: Here is the link for our folks on the E-Mail: “Somewhere in between Dawn & Dusk” If you wanna throw some love towards realizing a life-long dream click this … Continue reading “Somewhere in between Dawn & Dusk”
In prison, there is no such thing as “Jail House Rock”… Unless you make your own. Coming soon on “Inside the Minds Eye Podcast”- A conversation with Dadge Parrish aka #ForeverMusik Recently released from an 11 year bid in prison, … Continue reading The Science of Niggaz (Out, In, and Back Out)