I talk about the paradox at the center of non-duality: thoughts, feelings, and actions arise on their own, yet the consequences of my choices are still mine. Continue reading There’s Nobody Doing Anything, and Yet I’m Responsible (Marriage, Addiction & Control)
Most of my experience feels like floating awareness. There’s a body, movements happen, thoughts and feelings come and go, but there’s nobody really here. There’s just what’s happening. And inside of that, I play the games of father, partner, worker, and friend. Continue reading I Don’t Have a Special Purpose | A Day in the Life
A professional golfer shares how he rebuilt his life after years of inconsistency and sleepless nights. Continue reading Pain of Discipline or The Pain of Regret | Finding Your Aim w/ Peter Croonquist
What happens when the drugs and alcohol are gone, but you’re bored, angry, anxious, and afraid? Continue reading I’m Sober and Miserable. Now What?
Peter shares his experience hitting rock bottom, the awakening that allowed him to take action, and how doing hard things over instant gratification has shaped the last year of his life. Continue reading Realizing Your Potential – Discipline, Sobriety, & The Heroes Journey w/ Peter Croonquist
I was a rapper, an app developer, and a 12-step recovery guy. COVID put us in lock down and I felt free from fear/anxiety for the first time in probably ever Continue reading Last Talk Before the Move | Spiritual Awakening Journey
The illusion of free will, transcendent states of being, the fear of death, and falling into the void Continue reading Everything is Blinking In & Out Of Existence
The way we experience the world is changing and I’m not sure how real this new reality is Continue reading The Internet is Thinking Me
I explore the Islamic concept of Tawheed, the action of surrender, and my return to 12-step practice: Continue reading Do You Have What It Takes To Take It Easy?
I joined Dr. Weston Robins for a conversation about navigating the world after recognizing Reality Continue reading The Nature of Consciousness with Dr. Wes (Guest Speaker)