Meditation starts self-involved and ends selfless. A talk on self-inquiry, surrender, and what it feels like when decisions make themselves. Continue reading Meditation is Self-Involved Until You Disappear
I talk about the paradox at the center of non-duality: thoughts, feelings, and actions arise on their own, yet the consequences of my choices are still mine. Continue reading There’s Nobody Doing Anything, and Yet I’m Responsible (Marriage, Addiction & Control)
Most of my experience feels like floating awareness. There’s a body, movements happen, thoughts and feelings come and go, but there’s nobody really here. There’s just what’s happening. And inside of that, I play the games of father, partner, worker, and friend. Continue reading I Don’t Have a Special Purpose | A Day in the Life
The illusion of free will, transcendent states of being, the fear of death, and falling into the void Continue reading Everything is Blinking In & Out Of Existence
I explore the Islamic concept of Tawheed, the action of surrender, and my return to 12-step practice: Continue reading Do You Have What It Takes To Take It Easy?
I joined Dr. Weston Robins for a conversation about navigating the world after recognizing Reality Continue reading The Nature of Consciousness with Dr. Wes (Guest Speaker)
Enes Trumić grew up in Bosnia afraid of the dark, shy, and experiencing panic attacks no one had a name for. That suffering became his doorway. Continue reading A Hare Krishna Monk’s Path Through Suffering and Awakening | Enes Trumić
The boundary between yourself and experience does not exist. A meditation on awareness, consciousness, and the nature of reality. Continue reading You Are Everything That’s Happening | Non-Dual Awareness
What happens when the teachings meant to free you become the cage? Continue reading Breaking Non-Duality & Discovering Inner Guidance | Minds Eye Morning Show
Grinding WoW at 5am, a dream that taught me OBS, and why finishing what you start might be the most important game you’ll ever play. Continue reading Changing the Way My Brain Is Wired Hurts | CS2, WoW, & a Dream Manifestation