There’s Nobody Doing Anything, and Yet I’m Responsible (Marriage, Addiction & Control)

I talk about the paradox at the center of non-duality: thoughts, feelings, and actions arise on their own, yet the consequences of my choices are still mine. Continue reading There’s Nobody Doing Anything, and Yet I’m Responsible (Marriage, Addiction & Control)

I Don’t Have a Special Purpose | A Day in the Life

Most of my experience feels like floating awareness. There’s a body, movements happen, thoughts and feelings come and go, but there’s nobody really here. There’s just what’s happening. And inside of that, I play the games of father, partner, worker, and friend. Continue reading I Don’t Have a Special Purpose | A Day in the Life

When Your Purpose Becomes Your Identity | Dr. Weston Robins

Dr. Weston Robins shares the psychological unraveling that occurred when his purpose became fused with his identity, leading to panic attacks, nervous system exhaustion, and ultimately, a profound reassessment of his life. Continue reading When Your Purpose Becomes Your Identity | Dr. Weston Robins

Changing the Way My Brain Is Wired Hurts | CS2, WoW, & a Dream Manifestation

Grinding WoW at 5am, a dream that taught me OBS, and why finishing what you start might be the most important game you’ll ever play. Continue reading Changing the Way My Brain Is Wired Hurts | CS2, WoW, & a Dream Manifestation

Ego, Desire, and the Nothing That We Are | Adam & Reed Morning Show #2

Do you actually like the things you like, or are you just chasing a projection of how you think you’ll feel? Ego, desire, and consciousness explored on the Adam & Reed Morning Show. Continue reading Ego, Desire, and the Nothing That We Are | Adam & Reed Morning Show #2