Most of my experience feels like floating awareness. There’s a body, movements happen, thoughts and feelings come and go, but there’s nobody really here. There’s just what’s happening. And inside of that, I play the games of father, partner, worker, and friend. Continue reading I Don’t Have a Special Purpose | A Day in the Life
I was a rapper, an app developer, and a 12-step recovery guy. COVID put us in lock down and I felt free from fear/anxiety for the first time in probably ever Continue reading Last Talk Before the Move | Spiritual Awakening Journey
The illusion of free will, transcendent states of being, the fear of death, and falling into the void Continue reading Everything is Blinking In & Out Of Existence
A process of continuous creation is happening through you, as THIS, right now. Topics include: the illusion of separation, what arises in stillness, and investigating consciousness directly. Continue reading The Big Bang is STILL HAPPENING and You’re IT
The boundary between yourself and experience does not exist. A meditation on awareness, consciousness, and the nature of reality. Continue reading You Are Everything That’s Happening | Non-Dual Awareness
Dr. Weston Robins shares the psychological unraveling that occurred when his purpose became fused with his identity, leading to panic attacks, nervous system exhaustion, and ultimately, a profound reassessment of his life. Continue reading When Your Purpose Becomes Your Identity | Dr. Weston Robins
Through martial arts, identity collapse, and what he describes as a “dark night of the soul,” Estefan confronted the psychological patterns driving his life. Continue reading The Sovereign Approach | Estefan Joseph on Shadow Work, Masculinity, & Self-Awareness
Roman Golovach arrived in America broke and lost. He discovered a mysterious book that unlocked his potential and it changed everything. Now, he runs a tech company. Continue reading A Mysterious Book Unlocked His Potential. Now He Runs a Tech Company. | Roman Golovach
Seye shares the moment he realized “there’s nobody inside here,” why spiritual seeking is ultimately a distraction, and what it looks like to navigate work, relationships, and creativity from a place of no-self. Continue reading He Realized There Is No Self…And Everything Changed | Seye Kuyinu (This Glorious Dance)
I sit down with Markham, a trained Onaya in the Shipibo tradition, for a conversation about plant intelligence, consciousness, ceremony, healing, and what its like to walk the path of an Ayahuasquero in the modern world. Continue reading The Life of a Modern Day Ayahuasquero | Markham Jenkins