I took audio from an Alan Watts lecture “Buddhism as Dialogue (part 1)” and mixed it with the song “Wait” by M83 to make this video Continue reading Zen w/ Alan Watts & M83
It’s scary to want to live, because if you die, you lose it.
And we’re all gonna die
Sometimes, in this moment, I think prefer being sad and depressed because I wasn’t afraid of dying. I welcomed it. It made me feel like I had an answer that others didn’t have Continue reading Alive
I felt like I had failed.
I was powerless over my emotions and I dumped them on her.
I think about that phone call, the last time we spoke, and I’m ashamed. Embarrassed. I forgot myself, I forgot what I knew to be true… Continue reading Karmic Knots