Conscious Surrender (Audio/Written Essay)
A spoken word essay about that time I had a really tough time for a long time and then finally got better. Yup. It’s all there 😉 Continue reading Conscious Surrender (Audio/Written Essay)
Category: Depression
The SadBoy is Strong in This One
Can you be sad and happy at the same time?
All I wanted to do was lay in bed. I didn’t want to think, I didn’t want to feel, and I didn’t want to interact… Continue reading The SadBoy is Strong in This One
Life is Hard (2 Years Ago Today)
I was mega depressed living at my parents house & nothing was going my way.
I yelled feelings at the Macbook, Pat came over, yelled feelings at the mac, and we made a song… Continue reading Life is Hard (2 Years Ago Today)
Inside the Minds Eye w/ Sam Rathvon (Artistry, Bi-Polar, and Zen) Ep. 6
Sam Rathvon is a man of many talents. He has his own woodworking shop, a coup full of chickens, and an eye for all things artistry. Continue reading Inside the Minds Eye w/ Sam Rathvon (Artistry, Bi-Polar, and Zen) Ep. 6
Heroin, States of Psychosis, and Falling in Love
Video Essay from “Whats it All About” (Inside the Minds Eye Ep.1) Continue reading Heroin, States of Psychosis, and Falling in Love
Inside the Minds Eye w/ Ross Turner Ep. 4
What does it feel like when your life is arranged for action and theres nowhere to go?
Ross Turner joins me for a conversation all about corona, comedy, creativity, stand-up, sponsorship (he was mine), and love. And not just any love, but that romantic falling in love “how did this happen to me and i better not frick it up” type love. Continue reading Inside the Minds Eye w/ Ross Turner Ep. 4
Depreshhh-ON w/ Average Joey
After a grueling week experiencing the inner most sanctum of an existential sadness, Average Joey joins me for a conversation about all things Depresh Continue reading Depreshhh-ON w/ Average Joey
Alive
It’s scary to want to live, because if you die, you lose it.
And we’re all gonna die
Sometimes, in this moment, I think prefer being sad and depressed because I wasn’t afraid of dying. I welcomed it. It made me feel like I had an answer that others didn’t have Continue reading Alive
An Impression of Depression
We take a break from our regularly scheduled programming to talk about Depression: Continue reading An Impression of Depression
American Psycho w/ Alex A-Z Ep. 4
This one was friggen awesome to make. We’ve got murders, executions, and a couple of bros chopping it up about the issues. Turns out I relate to Patrick Bateman more than I ever have in my entire life. (for my … Continue reading American Psycho w/ Alex A-Z Ep. 4
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