Sam Rathvon is a man of many talents. He has his own woodworking shop, a coup full of chickens, and an eye for all things artistry. Continue reading Inside the Minds Eye w/ Sam Rathvon (Artistry, Bi-Polar, and Zen) Ep. 6
Video Essay from “Whats it All About” (Inside the Minds Eye Ep.1) Continue reading Heroin, States of Psychosis, and Falling in Love
What does it feel like when your life is arranged for action and theres nowhere to go?
Ross Turner joins me for a conversation all about corona, comedy, creativity, stand-up, sponsorship (he was mine), and love. And not just any love, but that romantic falling in love “how did this happen to me and i better not frick it up” type love. Continue reading Inside the Minds Eye w/ Ross Turner Ep. 4
After a grueling week experiencing the inner most sanctum of an existential sadness, Average Joey joins me for a conversation about all things Depresh Continue reading Depreshhh-ON w/ Average Joey
It’s scary to want to live, because if you die, you lose it.
And we’re all gonna die
Sometimes, in this moment, I think prefer being sad and depressed because I wasn’t afraid of dying. I welcomed it. It made me feel like I had an answer that others didn’t have Continue reading Alive
We take a break from our regularly scheduled programming to talk about Depression: Continue reading An Impression of Depression
This one was friggen awesome to make. We’ve got murders, executions, and a couple of bros chopping it up about the issues. Turns out I relate to Patrick Bateman more than I ever have in my entire life. (for my … Continue reading American Psycho w/ Alex A-Z Ep. 4
Adam shares his own experience with depression and reads from Steven Pressfield’s “The War of Art”: (For my e-mail friends, click the link above to listen to the podcast) Continue reading My Own Worst Enemy (EP #1)
When you’re taught the principles of Chaos Magick, they advise you to take it slow and ease into the craft.
I ignored all of the advice.
I went full on wizard and the energy I harnessed eventually imploded, leaving me beaten, broken, and confused.
Continue reading Chaos Magick
I guess its just sadness.
That feeling when you wake up in bed and your eyes are open and you’re at your parents house and don’t have a job and you’re 29 years old and you’re just like…
Is this real life? Continue reading I Don’t Know What it Is