4) Show the Fuck Up- You’re in the belly of the beast. Painful emotions and sordid memories are attacking you from all angles. The beautiful sunny day is just a blast of UV sadness: a reminder of what could have been. The job you need to go to is a million miles away. And, you haven’t showered in two days. Continue reading End of Relationship “To Do” List
I was up all night doing cocaine before a 5am conditioning session with the football team.
20 minutes into the exercise, I blacked out and woke up in the hospital.
The doctors had me stay overnight to be observed. My Mom flew halfway up the east coast to make sure I was alright. Continue reading A Reflection on Collegiate, and Present, Consequence
Do you feel intrinsically different from everyone around you? You might be a drug addict. Or, You might just be…“Jedi” Written by: Grant Sparks Before I launched on the most vigorous spiritual journey of my life, I sat down with a group … Continue reading God, Life, and The Force
“I seem to have developed an emotional attachment to the characters in the Star Wars universe that seems to be greater than any attachment I have with people in reality.” Continue reading Imagination: An Infinite Connection
The direction of my life is completely out of my control. I cannot prevent my gut, or my intention. My own desire to write the thing I wish I could read. I’ve found myself contemplating ideas of purpose. Ideas of success. Analyzing and interpreting what these words mean to me. What I want and how to achieve it.
The thing is, I have a dream. I want to be an author. Continue reading “Detox, Recovery, and the Pursuit of a Dream”