It’s all about Me and I’m the Problem
It’s all about Me and I’m the problem: Continue reading It’s all about Me and I’m the Problem
Category: Drug Addiction
On Writing, Addiction, & Pursuing our Dreams
We sat down with The Most High Show to talk about Writing, Pursuing our Dreams, and Finding a Reason to Stay Sober: Continue reading On Writing, Addiction, & Pursuing our Dreams
The Last Taboo w/ Eric J. Dias
We talked about my experience with drug addiction, psychosis, and recovery. We also spoke about 12 step meetings, the pros and cons of suboxone treatment, and the importance of being honest with our doctors (especially if we are in recovery): Continue reading The Last Taboo w/ Eric J. Dias
Self Will Run Interview w/ VoyageATL
From getting sober, to freestyling outside of AA meetings, to now, we feel honored to share our story with Voyage ATL: Continue reading Self Will Run Interview w/ VoyageATL
Vape Life
Every morning I wake up and pray but I don’t know what I’m praying to.
I don’t like using the word prayer and I can’t tell if I have bronchitis or my lungs are just pissed at me for vaping all the time…
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Powerlessness and Doing Scary Shit (#2)
I won’t be recording myself in 12-step meetings anymore.
Here’s the final episode of my two part podcast: Continue reading Powerlessness and Doing Scary Shit (#2)
God, Life, and The Force
Do you feel intrinsically different from everyone around you? You might be a drug addict. Or, You might just be…“Jedi” Written by: Grant Sparks Before I launched on the most vigorous spiritual journey of my life, I sat down with a group … Continue reading God, Life, and The Force
State of Psychosis
“I lost sense of time. I lost sense of where I was. I lost sense of my thoughts. My head was craned down as I let the tears flow. I could no longer hear the crowd. I couldn’t hear anything, all I could do was feel.” Continue reading State of Psychosis
Mindfulness and Meditation: Not a Monk? Not a Problem
Author: Adam Abramowitz Eyes are opened and thoughts of destiny, reality, and awareness flow through me. “Don’t give up”, the song lyric repeats itself as a mantra as I focus on what I want and who I want to be. The man in my head that struggles to break free. Everything is perfect as I view silently ahead to see, tapped into the infinite moment of a human experience… How did I get here? Listening to the album, Dreams, by “The Whitest Boy Alive”, I contemplate the beauty in nature. I experience infinity in everything I see, feel, think, and … Continue reading Mindfulness and Meditation: Not a Monk? Not a Problem
To Mend a Broken Heart
Author: Adam Abramowitz
What happens when you forget reason, logic, and pride in effort to explore a romance. A projection of life lived for true love, shared equally. Ignoring your own vulnerability, passions, and pursuits of success in hope of connecting your soul to match a heart. The following story is a memory of my own attempt to connect intimately with a love I had lost…
The image I saw in my mind, the life I had created for the woman I loved, was only missing one thing. Her… Continue reading “To Mend a Broken Heart”
