I’m Sober and Miserable. Now What?
What happens when the drugs and alcohol are gone, but you’re bored, angry, anxious, and afraid? Continue reading I’m Sober and Miserable. Now What?
What happens when the drugs and alcohol are gone, but you’re bored, angry, anxious, and afraid? Continue reading I’m Sober and Miserable. Now What?
I was a rapper, an app developer, and a 12-step recovery guy. COVID put us in lock down and I felt free from fear/anxiety for the first time in probably ever Continue reading Last Talk Before the Move | Spiritual Awakening Journey
The way we experience the world is changing and I’m not sure how real this new reality is Continue reading The Internet is Thinking Me
I explore the Islamic concept of Tawheed, the action of surrender, and my return to 12-step practice: Continue reading Do You Have What It Takes To Take It Easy?
Is the “me” you experience every day an actual entity, or just a reflection of your conditioned experience? Continue reading The Sense of “Me” | Awareness, Identity & the Illusion of Individuality (w/ Reed)
If everything in life is changing what, if anything, is permanent? In this episode, we explore the nature of consciousness and have our first live Q & A.
Continue reading Non-Dual Awareness: What is Permanent in a World of Change?
In this episode, I share what my life was like before, during, and after a spiritual awakening that occurred while I was sober and active in Alcoholics Anonymous. Continue reading The Meditative Life Then | Sobriety, AA, and Enlightenment
This conversation centers on choiceless awareness: the recognition that there is no personal will or control, and that everything—thoughts, emotions, actions, reactions—is arising spontaneously on its own. Continue reading The Meditative Life Now | Choiceless Awareness
During a prolonged state of existential despair, I heard something that helped re-frame my life and my recovery:
“From this moment forward, your life is none of your business.” Continue reading Your Life is None of Your Business | Step 3 and Non-Duality
A few weeks ago, I started recording videos and publishing them to YouTube. Here are the videos I’ve released so far. Continue reading Update on the Website