Sam Rathvon is a man of many talents. He has his own woodworking shop, a coup full of chickens, and an eye for all things artistry. Continue reading Inside the Minds Eye w/ Sam Rathvon (Artistry, Bi-Polar, and Zen) Ep. 6
This week, Stephen Jensen joins us for a conversation about the trials of life. Realizing where we are, accepting it, and dreaming a way forward. Continue reading Inside the Minds Eye w/ Stephen Jensen Ep. 5
7 years sober today & that means it’s story time! Let’s see if I can’t get it in 3 sentences:
Every morning I’d wake up and shoot heroin.
One day, I was withdrawing so bad that I wanted to end my life.
I went to my roomate’s room, took out his rifle, and a thought popped into my head: Continue reading Lucky Number Slevin
Sometimes I forget how awesome it was to be psychotic.
Like a hand of god on your shoulder guiding your way. All aware, all powerful, and totally insane.
It feels so good that when you come out of it you’re sad it’s gone. Continue reading “Whats It All About” (Essay)
It’s scary to want to live, because if you die, you lose it.
And we’re all gonna die
Sometimes, in this moment, I think prefer being sad and depressed because I wasn’t afraid of dying. I welcomed it. It made me feel like I had an answer that others didn’t have Continue reading Alive
How do you know when to drop the “no man ban” and start dating? Whats the deal with being a woman in recovery? Continue reading Control Issues w/ Zora Johnson: Intimacy and Connection (Ep. 1)
Whats it like dating in recovery? Whats the deal with the feels?
Zora J. joins me for a conversation about Dating in Recovery with a special guest. Continue reading Dating in Recovery
We take a break from our regularly scheduled programming to talk about Depression: Continue reading An Impression of Depression
Does 5 years sober suck? Oh yea it does. Christian Janson drops in to help me figure out why Continue reading Inside the Minds Eye w/ Christian Janson Ep. 3
Adam shares his own experience with depression and reads from Steven Pressfield’s “The War of Art”: (For my e-mail friends, click the link above to listen to the podcast) Continue reading My Own Worst Enemy (EP #1)