Does 5 years sober suck? Oh yea it does. Christian Janson drops in to help me figure out why Continue reading Inside the Minds Eye w/ Christian Janson Ep. 3
Adam shares his own experience with depression and reads from Steven Pressfield’s “The War of Art”: (For my e-mail friends, click the link above to listen to the podcast) Continue reading My Own Worst Enemy (EP #1)
We talked about my experience with drug addiction, psychosis, and recovery. We also spoke about 12 step meetings, the pros and cons of suboxone treatment, and the importance of being honest with our doctors (especially if we are in recovery): Continue reading The Last Taboo w/ Eric J. Dias
“In this podcast, we talk about my experience playing college football while attempting to manage a drug habit, an encounter with a 4 month state of psychosis, and a heavy period of heroin addiction…” Continue reading Taking the Face Mask Off w/ Adam Abramowitz
“Yesterday, I was a guest on a podcast for the first time…”
I couldn’t sleep. Every few minutes my eyes would look towards the phone to see if she saw the message I had sent. My mind ran circles around pain… Continue reading A Warm Bed in a Cold Room
“If you spend enough time in and around 12 step meetings, you’ll assume the narratives of other people.
You’ll regurgitate their beliefs, rather than your own.
We’ll say we never had a choice, and looking back, we’ll realize we really didn’t…” Continue reading We Have a Choice
If you’re wanting to hear a story about drug addiction, consequence, and the pursuit of artistry give this podcast a listen.
It’s weird as shit:
Continue reading Inside the Minds Eye w/ Hayes Johnson (Redux)
For 4 months, I traveled the country while Eminem, 50 Cent, and Brad Nowell communicated with me through AM radio stations.
I had a mission, I had a plan, and I had a purpose.
I was supposed to be an artist. Continue reading Psychosis
My “reality” is a daily attempt to understand the perspective of those who suffer.
And most of the people I engage with lack mindfulness.
It’s not their fault either…
Being mindful is not natural. Continue reading Well Shit…After This: I’m Done