My dad was an NFL player and I hated football. A fractured foot changed how I saw it, and it’s still teaching me about ego, anxiety, and perspective. Continue reading My Dad Was an NFL Player & I Hated Playing Football
Meditation starts self-involved and ends selfless. A talk on self-inquiry, surrender, and what it feels like when decisions make themselves. Continue reading Meditation is Self-Involved Until You Disappear
I talk about the paradox at the center of non-duality: thoughts, feelings, and actions arise on their own, yet the consequences of my choices are still mine. Continue reading There’s Nobody Doing Anything, and Yet I’m Responsible (Marriage, Addiction & Control)
I was a rapper, an app developer, and a 12-step recovery guy. COVID put us in lock down and I felt free from fear/anxiety for the first time in probably ever Continue reading Last Talk Before the Move | Spiritual Awakening Journey
The illusion of free will, transcendent states of being, the fear of death, and falling into the void Continue reading Everything is Blinking In & Out Of Existence
The way we experience the world is changing and I’m not sure how real this new reality is Continue reading The Internet is Thinking Me
A process of continuous creation is happening through you, as THIS, right now. Topics include: the illusion of separation, what arises in stillness, and investigating consciousness directly. Continue reading The Big Bang is STILL HAPPENING and You’re IT
The boundary between yourself and experience does not exist. A meditation on awareness, consciousness, and the nature of reality. Continue reading You Are Everything That’s Happening | Non-Dual Awareness
One of my clips went viral on TikTok and pulled in 47,000 views, 200+ comments, and hundreds of new followers. I share how I did it, what it felt like, and what I’ve learned: Continue reading My Process for Farming Clips (& How I Went Viral)
A conversation on consciousness, ego, suffering, and whether philosophy actually gets anyone closer to freedom. Featuring our first-ever guest: listener DoubleSpy(Joe). Continue reading You Don’t Have a Head (& Other Things to Break Your Brain) ft. DoubleSpy