I talk about the paradox at the center of non-duality: thoughts, feelings, and actions arise on their own, yet the consequences of my choices are still mine. Continue reading There’s Nobody Doing Anything, and Yet I’m Responsible (Marriage, Addiction & Control)
A professional golfer shares how he rebuilt his life after years of inconsistency and sleepless nights. Continue reading Pain of Discipline or The Pain of Regret | Finding Your Aim w/ Peter Croonquist
What happens when the drugs and alcohol are gone, but you’re bored, angry, anxious, and afraid? Continue reading I’m Sober and Miserable. Now What?
I was a rapper, an app developer, and a 12-step recovery guy. COVID put us in lock down and I felt free from fear/anxiety for the first time in probably ever Continue reading Last Talk Before the Move | Spiritual Awakening Journey
The way we experience the world is changing and I’m not sure how real this new reality is Continue reading The Internet is Thinking Me
I explore the Islamic concept of Tawheed, the action of surrender, and my return to 12-step practice: Continue reading Do You Have What It Takes To Take It Easy?
Dr. Weston Robins shares the psychological unraveling that occurred when his purpose became fused with his identity, leading to panic attacks, nervous system exhaustion, and ultimately, a profound reassessment of his life. Continue reading When Your Purpose Becomes Your Identity | Dr. Weston Robins
A conversation on consciousness, ego, suffering, and whether philosophy actually gets anyone closer to freedom. Featuring our first-ever guest: listener DoubleSpy(Joe). Continue reading You Don’t Have a Head (& Other Things to Break Your Brain) ft. DoubleSpy
This is episode 1 of an ongoing series where I document the journey of building a YouTube channel from scratch. Continue reading How I’m Making It as a Content Creator — Months 1-3 (Real Numbers & Honest Reflections)
We explore what freedom actually is and why you’ll never find it in the material world. Continue reading Changing Your Life Won’t Set You Free | Awareness, Ego, & Letting Go