Most of my experience feels like floating awareness. There’s a body, movements happen, thoughts and feelings come and go, but there’s nobody really here. There’s just what’s happening. And inside of that, I play the games of father, partner, worker, and friend. Continue reading I Don’t Have a Special Purpose | A Day in the Life
A professional golfer shares how he rebuilt his life after years of inconsistency and sleepless nights. Continue reading Pain of Discipline or The Pain of Regret | Finding Your Aim w/ Peter Croonquist
I was a rapper, an app developer, and a 12-step recovery guy. COVID put us in lock down and I felt free from fear/anxiety for the first time in probably ever Continue reading Last Talk Before the Move | Spiritual Awakening Journey
The way we experience the world is changing and I’m not sure how real this new reality is Continue reading The Internet is Thinking Me
I explore the Islamic concept of Tawheed, the action of surrender, and my return to 12-step practice: Continue reading Do You Have What It Takes To Take It Easy?
I joined Dr. Weston Robins for a conversation about navigating the world after recognizing Reality Continue reading The Nature of Consciousness with Dr. Wes (Guest Speaker)
The boundary between yourself and experience does not exist. A meditation on awareness, consciousness, and the nature of reality. Continue reading You Are Everything That’s Happening | Non-Dual Awareness
Through martial arts, identity collapse, and what he describes as a “dark night of the soul,” Estefan confronted the psychological patterns driving his life. Continue reading The Sovereign Approach | Estefan Joseph on Shadow Work, Masculinity, & Self-Awareness
I sit down with Markham, a trained Onaya in the Shipibo tradition, for a conversation about plant intelligence, consciousness, ceremony, healing, and what its like to walk the path of an Ayahuasquero in the modern world. Continue reading The Life of a Modern Day Ayahuasquero | Markham Jenkins
A conversation on consciousness, ego, suffering, and whether philosophy actually gets anyone closer to freedom. Featuring our first-ever guest: listener DoubleSpy(Joe). Continue reading You Don’t Have a Head (& Other Things to Break Your Brain) ft. DoubleSpy