I guess its just sadness.
That feeling when you wake up in bed and your eyes are open and you’re at your parents house and don’t have a job and you’re 29 years old and you’re just like…
Is this real life? Continue reading I Don’t Know What it Is
I used to be terrified on days when I had something to share.
The fear came from two angles:
One: everyone in the entire world would be reading, and Two:
No one would be reading.
I was afraid of judgement and,
I was afraid no one cared… Continue reading Why I Love Matthew McConaughey
Late at night, when everyone is asleep, I go to the basement and rap… Continue reading My Brain on Rap
I am the most important person I will ever know… Continue reading Alone on a Saturday Night
“POW!”
The world reverberated; instant black. A dreamscape of memory obscuring his field of vision.
“Where am I?”
Time ceased to exist. A thousand experiences and an all encompassing emotion punching softly in the dark.
He saw his body slumped softly on the floor, blood pooling around his torso. A crowd of people scattering frantically in slow motion. Tables and desks overturned as his vision recedes into the past… Continue reading Heavens Gate
I went to an AA meeting and opened my mouth to share…
“Well shit…I guess I’m sharing…”
10 seconds of silence.
“I seem to notice patterns”
Fuck…what? What the hell does that even mean? Keep it on topic buddy, talk about yourself… Continue reading Thanks for Letting Me Share
The piece of writing we just wrote, the song we just produced, the business we dream of starting…
Not only do these things already exist, but they exist in a much better form than we will ever realize.
And so, we spend another day not trying… Continue reading Afraid to Try
In honor of evolution, I’ll be releasing an excerpt from my book each day this week.
I’m going to start with the last narration I wrote before “ending” the production of “A Glance Inside the Minds Eye”…
Then each day afterwards, I’ll pick out something that will frighten me to share, and let y’all have it…
All of the posts will go up on this website, and, if I gather enough courage, I’ll share each excerpt as a status on Facebook. Continue reading Letter from the Editor
In this podcast, Jen shares her experience of going to AA meetings every day in search of God.
She describes how implementing healthy eating, exercise, and sugar restriction reformatted her brain to remove the craving for drugs & alcohol.
And, we discuss the feels felt while approaching the 4th step, an effect that caused Jen to begin writing “Imperfect” as a way to procrastinate on her step work. Continue reading Inside the Minds Eye w/ Jennifer Ann Butler
The only reason the world exists is because we have the ability to see it.
Without you, there would be no “me”.
We are shaped by beliefs that existed long before we were born.
We are governed by things that have been created by us: God, Religion, and Time… Continue reading Without You, There Would Be No “Me”
Inside the Minds Eye 