Staying Sober Without a Higher Power (and What I See Now)
How I stayed sober without the concept of a higher power and why no one is here making decisions Continue reading Staying Sober Without a Higher Power (and What I See Now)
Tag: Awareness
My Dad Was an NFL Player & I Hated Playing Football
My dad was an NFL player and I hated football. A fractured foot changed how I saw it, and it’s still teaching me about ego, anxiety, and perspective. Continue reading My Dad Was an NFL Player & I Hated Playing Football
Meditation is Self-Involved Until You Disappear
Meditation starts self-involved and ends selfless. A talk on self-inquiry, surrender, and what it feels like when decisions make themselves. Continue reading Meditation is Self-Involved Until You Disappear
There’s Nobody Doing Anything, and Yet I’m Responsible (Marriage, Addiction & Control)
I talk about the paradox at the center of non-duality: thoughts, feelings, and actions arise on their own, yet the consequences of my choices are still mine. Continue reading There’s Nobody Doing Anything, and Yet I’m Responsible (Marriage, Addiction & Control)
I Don’t Have a Special Purpose | A Day in the Life
Most of my experience feels like floating awareness. There’s a body, movements happen, thoughts and feelings come and go, but there’s nobody really here. There’s just what’s happening. And inside of that, I play the games of father, partner, worker, and friend. Continue reading I Don’t Have a Special Purpose | A Day in the Life
Last Talk Before the Move | Spiritual Awakening Journey
I was a rapper, an app developer, and a 12-step recovery guy. COVID put us in lock down and I felt free from fear/anxiety for the first time in probably ever Continue reading Last Talk Before the Move | Spiritual Awakening Journey
The Internet is Thinking Me
The way we experience the world is changing and I’m not sure how real this new reality is Continue reading The Internet is Thinking Me
Do You Have What It Takes To Take It Easy?
I explore the Islamic concept of Tawheed, the action of surrender, and my return to 12-step practice: Continue reading Do You Have What It Takes To Take It Easy?
A Hare Krishna Monk’s Path Through Suffering and Awakening | Enes Trumić
Enes Trumić grew up in Bosnia afraid of the dark, shy, and experiencing panic attacks no one had a name for. That suffering became his doorway. Continue reading A Hare Krishna Monk’s Path Through Suffering and Awakening | Enes Trumić
The Big Bang is STILL HAPPENING and You’re IT
A process of continuous creation is happening through you, as THIS, right now. Topics include: the illusion of separation, what arises in stillness, and investigating consciousness directly. Continue reading The Big Bang is STILL HAPPENING and You’re IT